Kathryn Stewart McDonald
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Always
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Sitting on a bench
As even stars die slowly
Certain only the sunrise.
Early morning clouds
Hide river willows bending
Dew moistened trees cry.
Limitless echoes
From fear never far away
Sorrow has icy fingers.
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Explanation
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The black hole of the universe
An exit
Through which emptiness is
Expelled
Once realization sparks awareness
Of lost humanity
Far too late to make amends with
Mankind
The silent screams of suffering are seen
As exploding suns
In distant galaxies traveling eternally outward
To the edge of nothing
And then beyond the void the epitome
Of isolation
Colors never canvassed rage in those shades of dark
All things must end unseen as sons are born
Until suns die
And even the remains of suns are sometimes seen
But too late to touch
From the edge of here and now to
Somewhere else
We send our metal monsters for clues
Searching
Unceasing curiosity
The end results from ignorance.
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For Franz and Photographs Left Behind
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With camera nailed like night
To nullify only the emptiness
Eyes so narrow could not see
Records made realizing remembrances
Of reality from which so far
Removed and remote he grew
Scavenger of solace he sought
Scenes of sempiternal sorrow
Savior now of shattered and scarred
Finally the forage from which
He forestalled his defeat from
Feeling and forejudgement faded
Left after capturing cautious remnants
Of characters possessed by carnaged catechisms
Careful lest his camera be revealed
My friend, death is dirty and deceitful
Drugged and drowned you died
As all your dreams were left demeaned
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For the Whale
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Death dancers
From the sea
Came this raj
To die
On sacred sands
Of Nan Madol
Dance your mourning
For the king
He lies wearied
Ancient warrior
Proudly scarred
Taboo for feasting
Shaman sing
Tale of Tears
Song of Sorrow
Honor these bones
Magnificent modengi
Raj of the sea
We weep for you
We weep for you
Safe at last
From Ivory Thief
Safe at last
On sacred sand
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Masks for Lost Faces
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At the edge of the world
Someone sang a song to God
The ultimate audience of one
A song of sorrow and mistakes
With a dance from a broken dream
Counting scars with steps
Left the world, became instead
Sacrosanct and certain
So judgments failed and then
Sheltered from society
Now with a mask for everyone
Something strange and unseen remains
And reflects only those faces now
Who buy and sell a name
And with the broken dance
Steps sing words unsaid, thus
Nothing is lost in translation
Plaster cast or sculpted mask
Icicle melting fast
The last fly of winter—an albino roach
Or a butterfly in the snow, even a
Broken rainbow in a midnight onyx sky
An impression of that face might show
What really is or who was.
As even plaster masks cannot
Conceal or deny the eyes
Magritte is gone
None are left to fear
As no one really looks
Behind the eyes.
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Saipan
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Saipan you sleep surrounded by sea
Gentle your jungles, soft in the light
My home, my home, crying, calling to me
Saipan you sleep surrounded by sea
Washed warm by waves lost from my nights
Mystical music makes kind memories
My home, my home, crying, calling to me
Magical mountain now far from my sight
Island of emeralds remember me
Saipan you sleep surrounded by sea
Hear me shaman, nothing here that is right
Totem of Taga please set me free
My home, my home, crying, calling to me
Return my soul, sky spirit, lost light
Taga, protect me, so far from the sea
Saipan you sleep surrounded by sea
Totem of Taga please set me free
Island of emeralds, I remember the sea
My home, my home, crying, calling for me.
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Shades of Stillness
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A shoreline free from storm
Traces wet shadows
Quiet clouds and solitude
Three unbroken turtle eggs
And driftwood
Damp sand at dawn
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Sidi Bou Saiid, Tunisia
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The moon on turquoise Tunisian nights
Gleams ghostly on the minaret of ivory mosques
Sirocco sand does not blow in spring
Light fog feathers the land
Curls itself and wraps around
A gnarled olive tree
God sleeps in the street
Still warm from the last day’s sun
Night shadows are long and thin
This desert never fights
It dances to the shores of Carthage
And colors the world gold
Sidi Bou Saiid on the back mountain
Has risen from the sea
In blue and white jasmine perfection
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View from a Cliff
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Centuries of fog
Gently shield the sea
From the glare of stars
And fishermen
Glide through the night
With lanterns.
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